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Unreleased
Going to Brazil
you've got something magic in your eyes you don't have to say you're sorry you've got a sentence waiting on your tongue pronounce it now I’m going where the air is hot where they speak a language sorta like one I can speak I’m going to South America don't wait up for me you've got what I need but I can't have it that's alright you're everything I want and I can't touch you let me touch you anyhow I’m going where the air is hot where they speak a language sorta like one I can speak yeah I am going to South America don't wait up for me I’ve got what you want but that's enough of that that'll be enough of that for now it's gonna clear-cut twenty thousand acres when I touch your hair
I’m going where the air is hot where they speak a language sorta like one I can speak yeah, I am going to South America don't wait up for me I’m going to where the air is hot where they speak a language sorta like one I can speak yeah, I am going to South America don't wait up for me
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
Running Away With What Freud Said
big city, wide corner new flowers, cold comfort.56 Fahrenheit early in the morning buses passing by black smoke in their wake big surprises, a lot of big surprises bones ringing, running away with what Freud said same morning, world breathing far, far from home big ringing in the bones whose bones are these? god please feel the pumping, feel the fresh blood pump inside city's living, the city's truly living what's the difference? running away with what Freud said
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
Ice Cream, Cobra Man
I have a hand disfigured by snakebite. I have a couple of things that I really like and I am heading your way all the time. I'm going to move all my vital organs to someplace outside my body. The wiring is something you would not believe. I feel no pain as I float across your ceiling, and I -- I have no shame. I am in a thousand rooms all at the same time. Yeah and I have a glass filled with water and light, and I feel good tonight. I am climbing up this mountain. You can watch me. You can watch me.
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
Move (Chicago 196?)
you leave, you're gonna get athlete’s foot. athletes foot, when you leave. oooh. athlete’s foot, athlete’s foot, athletes foot, when you leave. oooh, oooh. if you leave, you're gonna get athletes foot. athletes foot, when you leave. oooh. athlete’s foot, athlete’s foot. athletes foot, when you leave. oooh.
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
Don't Take the Dogs Away
don't take the dogs away. don't take that dog away from me. don't take the dogs away. don't take the dogs away from me. you do this every time. you do this every time I swear. you do this every time. you do this every time I learned. just look around. just look around the house we're in. what should I say to you? where do you want me to begin?don't take the dogs away. don't take the dogs away from me. don't take the dogs away. don't take the dogs away from me.
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
One Winter at Point Alpha Privative,
what the hell kind of deal is it here anyway? how much does it cost and how long can you stay? should we dance? should we sing? should we curse? should we pray? do I have to hang on every single word that you say? every hour, every minute, every second of the day hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. what the hell's going on at the end of the debate? is there something eating you? will it leave a single trace? will it take your pretty features and lay them all to waste? could we sit down over there? could we sit down any place? can you feel the spirit moving? can you feel god's grace? hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. ever since I’ve married you I’ve wondered what it means. that every single shirt I owned has bursted at the seams every single piece of clothing, every last pair of jeans, all the reds, all the whites, all the yellows, all the greens. I’m sure that there's a reason all of this is happening. hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
Solomon Revisited
you say you came to see me,
because you had nothing else to do,
but I've got a radio.
you say you'd thought you'd stop on by
and let me have a look at you,
but I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
you say you brought some photographs, but I don't care to see them, 'cause I've got a radio.
you say this place must get dull sometimes, but that's not the way I see it. 'cause I've got a radio. I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got me a radio.
I've got a radio.
you see these frogs are treacherous,
but how long has it been since you've seen my feet?
you see, I've got a radio.
you warned me about all sorts of things,
but that's not the sort of warning that I need.
you see, I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
I've got a radio.
<> Taboo VI: The Homecoming (1991)
Going to Alaska
The jacaranda are wet with color,
and the heat is a great paint brush, lending color to our lives,
and to the air, and to our faces; but I'm going to Alaska where there's snow to suck the sound out from the air.
Up, yes, in the branches,
the purple blossoms, go pale at the edges;
there is meaning in the shifting of the sap, and I see in them
traces
of last year, but then they hadn't grown so strong,
and their limbs were more like wires. Now they are cables. thick and alive with alien electricity, and I am going to Alaska,
where you can go blind just by looking at the ground,
where fat is eaten by itself
just to keep the body warm.
Because from where we are now, it seems, really,
that everything is growing in a thousand different ways; that the soil is soaked through with old blood and with relatives
who were buried here, or close to here, and they are giving rise
to what is happening. Or can you tell me otherwise? I am going to Alaska, where the animals can kill you, but they do so in silence, as though if no-one hears them, then it really won't matter. I am going to Alaska. They tell me that it's perfect for my purposes.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
the garden song,
I see the flowers in your garden are in bloom.
I see the flags are flying high.
I hear you've gone and rearranged things in your room.
I guess you're trying to cut-off my air supply.
I came toward your window, real slowly.
I knew deep down I was about to strike oil.
I guess by the now the flowers in your garden know me.
I felt them trying to get at me through the soil.
my bare feet felt the cool, soft dirt, moving up my ankles, but I don't fear you. the thorns began tearing at my shirt, but I didn't even care when they tore clear through.
your garden can't hurt me.
your flowers don't threaten my life.
your garden can't hurt me anymore.
your flowers don't threaten my life.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
going to Wisconsin,
there was the sound of a lake boiling over
on that day.
everyone said just to sit still,
but the thickening air got in my way.
so the hooks been baited now,
yeah, the cheese is on the water.
yeah, all the water's been cleansed of all impurities, but now it really doesn't matter. let's go! let's go!
Wisconsin bound.
Wisconsin bound.
Wisconsin bound.
yeah, Wisconsin bound.
the bottom of the boat was a hot-plate come alive. but the boat wasn't real, and this is how I feel: you don't know where you are, until you arrive. and the frogs sang out from the distant banks. and you say you need me in California, but, no thanks!
Wisconsin bound.
Wisconsin bound.
Wisconsin bound.
yeah, Wisconsin bound.
let's go!
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
spilling toward alpha
I hear you moving in the hallway.
I hear you sharpening your claws.
I hear you polishing your teeth, sometimes.
but I don't mind.
and I hear you out in the garage.
I hear you messing with the motor.
I hear you tinker with the engine, sometimes.
but I don't mind.
and I hear you moving in the kitchen! I hear you in there late at night. I notice when you leave the gas jets on sometimes. but I don't mind.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
alpha negative
the house was pretty and the yard was wide and I felt strong, with you at my side. your eyes at night, had a beautiful glowing in them. and I knew in my heart, just what was growing in them.
ah, but you made me drink poison.
it felt smooth running down my throat.
I love you. and you made me drink poison.
it was cool and smooth and sweet.
do you remember...
we had a bed of daisies thriving in the yard, and I quit my job, so I could hold you all the time. I tried to stop the thing metastasizing in us, but in the warm, slow evening, I could feel it rising in us.
ah, and you made me drink poison.
it felt so smooth, sliding down my throat.
I love you so much. and you made me drink poison.
it was cool and smooth and sweet and cool
and smooth and sweet and cool and smooth.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
the torch song
we'll just try that again.
the sun was coming up, and our friend was sound asleep. but we saw through the window, that the water ran so deep, that you couldn't make out, the ocean floor,
then I saw you in the light. I couldn't take it any more.
give me your hand.
give me everything you've got.
and the light from window will fall on us burning hot,
just like a torch.
the air was humid; I will not forget. when we stepped outside, I hear your footsteps. now in my mind, it's a soft sound, almost imperceptible, against the giving ground.
let me kiss your eyelids with my lips. let me feel the heat coming off your fingertips, just like a torch.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
ape,
you've been away, for quite some time. and now the rules are different, now everything's mine. backtrack. hey say, what's the problem? here's the problem:
everything's mine.
I can't be quiet.
I can't be quiet any more.
I can't be quiet.
I can't be quiet any more, yeah.
you've been away, for quite some time. and now the rules are different, now everything's mine. backtrack. hey, what's the problem? here's the problem:
everything's mine.
I can't be quiet.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
the cow song,
bang, pow! look at me now.
don't let the cows stray off too far.
come down, take a good look around.
see how the cows start to shine like light bulbs.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
I love the cows, yeah.
I love the cows.
rain comes, strikes you dumb.
re-seed the meadow so the cows don't starve.
mud puddle's a fine place to cuddle.
you're a mosquito or a mosquito's baby.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
they're smiling in your face. all the time they wanna take your place. yeah you know who I mean, talkin' about those cow-machines.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
I love the cows.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
going to chino,
I'd like to say hello
to all our friends from chino.
to the people of chino, hello.
I'd like to say hello
to all our friends from chino.
to the people of chino, hello.
I know how hard it is, down in chino.
I know how you struggle, just to get by.
I know they got farm fresh eggs, down in chino.
and tract homes, reasonably priced!
I'd like to say hello
to all our friends from chino.
to the people from chino, hello.
I'd like to say hello
to all our friends from chino.
to the people from chino, hello.
convenient access to the 60 freeway.
accredited medical care, down at chino valley hospital. a unified school system, the likes of which you won't find elsewhere.
and friendly people.
I would like to say hello
to all our friends from chino.
to the people from chino, hello.
I'd just like to say hello
to all our friends from chino.
to the people from chino....hello.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
standard bitter love song #4,
well I see you've left me a photograph of a leopard tearing an antelope in half. what have you done? what have you done? what have you done...with our love? what have you done?
well I see you've resorted to petty theft. you try to take something from me, but there's nothing left. what have you done? what have you done? what have done...with our love? where have you put it?
well I hear you calling from way over there and I can't find it anywhere. what have you done? what have you done? what have you done...with our love? what have you done?
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
going to Mexico,
I saw you at your window.
I saw you in the sun.
I saw you in the window, looking out.
I reached my hand in there, then I touched your hair and felt myself burn, in the morning.
and the chickens were screaming.
black dog at my heels.
and the bluejays were coughing up in the trees.
I'd forgotten my name.
I felt kind of ashamed,
and felt myself burn, in the morning.
I saw you at your window,
at the beginning of summer!
and invisible stars, sent their heat down!
I imagined your touch,
it was almost too much!
burned like a bonfire in the morning.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
lab rat blues,
I saw you. I saw your hair.
I could spend the rest of my life in there.
I saw you, and I sank into your eyes.
I'm not going to apologize.
because you, with your own hands,
made the whole world.
you can't fool me.
I'm on to you now.
because you, with your own hands,
created everything.
you can't fool me.
I'm on to you now.
yeah, I saw you, but you saw me first, living water to quench my thirst. and you tell me quiet down, but I have no doubt. I know what you're all about, because you, with your own hands made the whole world. you can't fool me.
I'm on to you now.
because you, with your own hands, created everything. you can't fool me any more. I'm on to you now.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
going to Kansas,
you were all were dressed in green! clouds bounced against the edges of the sky. you had the prettiest hair I'd ever seen. we saw the world passing by.
there was an ocean's droning,
though we were nowhere near the shore. we heard each other giggling and moaning, then we couldn't hear each other any more. yeah.
when my head was resting on your breast bone, I could hear your beating heart. 24 hours later, you had left me completely alone. I heard the whole world come apart.
and you were all dressed in green! rising in the sky was an unfamiliar star. you know, you know what I mean. yeah I remember who you are.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
the water song,
water came springing out the side of the wall, and I guess the same thing will happen to us all. we don't know how to explain what I mean,
I mean to say it's kind of hard to explain. now,
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
water came down through the cracks in the ceiling,
but this time the water had a different feeling. it's the sort of feeling that is hard to explain, so, let me put it to you in a different way. now,
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
you're the salesman. I'm the buyer.
you're the tractor. I am the tire.
I'm the glass. you're the water that fills me.
I hear them coming. now,
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me. now,
let them kill me. yeah!
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
let them kill me.
<> The Hound Chronicles (1992)
going to Spain,
it's heaven up here,
but it's heaven down there!
and you're gonna leave me.
now I don't care.
it's heaven outside,
but it's heaven indoors.
well, go on and leave me.
I don't care any more.
I hear the airplane coming!
I hear the airplane coming!
I hear the airplane coming, now,
it can't touch me.
I see you going up the little stair. go on and board the plane, I don't care. I,
I see you hold his hand.
I see you wave good-bye. I don't know you anymore,
so I'm not going to cry, now,
I see the airplane coming!
I feel the airplane coming!
I hear the airplane coming, now,
it can't touch me.
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
the bad doctor,
if you were anywhere near his door
you saw it swing open and you heard the moon roar
trying to yank herself right out of her orbit
the whole natural world,
painted red, just like a target
it was a cold dark day
with low clouds standing in the way and the stars jockeying for position
on the slow thick morning of the death-dealing physician
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
and you could feel his features in the air
a wide smile and perfect hair
he had complete control of the rising tides
and a medicine bag hanging at his side
it was a cold dark day
with low clouds standing in the way and the stars jockeying for position
in the flowing blue world of the death-dealing physician
and the rain came down like water from a faucet I saw him at the crossroads, but I never saw him cross it, one minute he was on this side, and the next he was be over on the other. so went his rounds, one sad patient after another.
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it was a cold dark day
with low clouds standing in the way and the stars jockeying for position
in the crushed velvet world of the death-dealing physician
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
it was a cold dark day
with low clouds standing in the way and the stars jockeying for position
in the impossibly large office of the death-dealing physician
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
(oh yeah)
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
alpha double negative: going to catalina,
I hear you starting up again
I see you standing on the deck
I hear your voice start to carry
I see the veins throbbing in your neck
and I know what you're saying and I know what you're saying it for but I’m not listening I’m not listening anymore
and I see you come toward me
I see the sun climb down the sky
I hear your voice getting faster and louder
I see a stranger in your eyes
and I know what you're saying and I know what you're saying it for but I’m not listening
I’m not listening anymore
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
pure intentions,
you're a strong one, you're a lion
you're brave, death defyin'
you're in your car, crossing town.
and I can feel you, coming down.
you're so pretty, I could burst and I wonder, who's gonna talk first my muscles all shaking, and blood's turned to foam it's Tuesday, and you're coming home.
yeah!
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
the lady from Shanghai,
the waves were beating
against the shore
the waves were beating
as if they hadn't before
the dock was soaking
the wood was wet
your hair blew madly
I can't forget.
we went down to the boat.
we went down to the boat.
yeah!
the rushing water
the pale sky
hey, that's a good way
to let the dock dry
you know what I mean
we were slaves
the word was lurching
the dark way
as we went down to the boat
we went down to the boat.
we went down to the boat.
we went down to the boat.
yeah!
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
pure love,
hey, what's wrong with you? hey, what are you trying to do? 'cause if what you had in mind is what I think it is then it's not very kind
and it won't be necessary
it won't be necessary now
it won't be necessary
it won't be necessary now
hey, what are you doing, my love?
hey, didn't I just tell you that such a thing
would be over and above what's called for in this case
pull the ski mask away from your face
it won't be necessary
it won't be necessary now
it won't be necessary
it won't be necessary now
it won't be necessary
it won't be necessary now
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
the car song (outtake),
the highway's open and the sun is full and the vinyl upholstery heats up like wasted wool the hills roll past us, then they rear up again take a deep breath now and count to ten I reach across the stick shift and I pull you near the highway's open and it's hot in here, it's hot in here
your skin sends all the sunlight back to hell and you shine in the coming darkness and I guess it's just as well
that there's no one left, there's no one left at all and then the hills behind your eyes start burning like a solid wall of licking flames they burn red and clear
the highway's open and it's hot in here, it's hot in here
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
standard bitter love song #6,
I don't like what I’ve turned into
there's a hole in my chest in the spot that you wormed out
through
they say it's on the mend,
but it hurts me when I bend, yeah.
and I saw you down at Angie's place that rippling smile on your perfect face well it really doesn't suit you.
when I see it I want to shoot you, sorry.
and I don't like what you said to me.
I don't like what you said to me.
but I guess I’ll have to deal with it
let the bullet hit me and I just reel with it,
isn't that right?
isn't that right?
isn't that right?
isn't that right?
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
15-2 (outtake),
those may be the most beautiful shades of red I’ve ever seen those may be the most beautiful shades of red I’ve ever seen but don't be fooled
if the sun goes down us here tonight
it's not gonna be alright anymore
none of this has anything really to do with us, that's my belief as the desert sky throws the glowing neon into bold relief your mouth is open and your eyes are wide hold on because it's dark outside, yeah
the smell of roses comes thickly through the open window
now
the smell of roses comes thickly through the open window
now
and as the darkness closes in, our bodies draw the roses in and those may be the most beautiful shades of red I’ve ever seen
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
Chilean fire barrel (outtake),
smell of sulfur, cloven hoof
birds were gathering on the roof
faint voices, scratching sounds
if this keeps up, I may never come down
by the time I snapped out of it, there was nothing left by the time I snapped out of it, there was nothing left by the time I snapped out of it, you were long gone by the time I snapped out of it, you were long gone
spinning numbers, shepherd songs birds singing all the time, all wrong Aunt Margaret, Cotton-Eyed Joe
they swear they're my friends, but I don't think so
by the time I snapped out of it, there was nothing left by the time I snapped out of it, there was nothing left by the time I snapped out of it, you were long gone by the time I snapped out of it, you were long gone
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
going to France (outtake),
you say it's too cold over there anyway
it's far too cold
and I’m going to France
and I’m taking you with me
wild berries, wild sheep you know you want to see them well I’m going to France and I’m taking you with me
we always said one day we were going there
well, I don't know about you
but I keep my promises
and I’m going to France
and I’m taking you with me
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
going to San Diego (outtake),
long rain, it must be June again warm air, and it's so warm down there I’m coming soon, open the blinds your friends all tell me that you've lost your mind I don't believe them
the seashore, I don't want to see it anymore
the bus runs smoothly
the back window's open and the burning air cools me
hold your breath
your friends all swear you're one step away from death
I don't believe them
mmmm, here it comes
my head is throbbing and my hands are numb
it's you
what was I thinking
what should I do
your eyes are open and it's more than I can take my friends all told me I was making a mistake I don't believe them
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
in the cane fields (outtake),
I tasted the wet sugar on your lips
and it brought me alive
songs blended unsurely
one another on the arms of the air we looked around the living room there was cool jazz on the stereo the sound was clean and clear
I was ready to absorb you into myself
my jaw was hanging open
I got so hungry and I felt so drunk I felt your muscles tighten and relax and tighten and relax and tighten and relax
and tighten
and then relax
I knew a Cuban guy who worked cutting cane when he was
young, can you imagine it
he said that the tension that it bred in his back was enough to
make you laugh
bending and rising sixteen hours a day
we looked around the living room
your sweating skin pressed on me and we were drowning
and I don't wanna hurt you anymore
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
malted milk (outtake),
two weeks later
you ask me what did I do?
right after I got the great big brush off from you.
and I checked my pulse
and I caught my breath
and I, I guess you know what happens next.
I sat down and I drank my malted milk.
you, you say
you say I’m easily appeased.
but you, you don't know
the feeling that shoots through me with a tall glass of malted milk. cold as ice, smooth as silk.
I sit down and I try real hard to forget
that you, you and I
ever met.
yesterday,
you came over,
and you found me stretched out on the sofa. and you said you were gonna call a medic ‘cause I looked so pathetic, lying there,
smiling brightly,
staring at you.
malted milk in my hand, still as a statue.
I sat down and I drank my malted milk.
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
rockin' rockin' pet store (outtake),
one burning afternoon, under the waxing jurisdiction of the
harvest moon
we took a ride, we went far away
and I remember it as though it were yesterday
at the pet store
the stereo played songs we both knew and I reached my arm around to touch you I felt the sun burning into me and I knew we'd find the physic for my malady at the pet store
your hair caught the sunlight as you opened the door
and I’d never seen your hair looking quite that way before I heard the parakeets punctuate the moment with their shrieks and cries
I saw the reptile cages reflected in your blue eyes
their green bodies conspiring therein
to form a separate universe where it was no sin to want what I wanted right then and there in the pet store
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
that hippolytine feeling(outtake),
we sat together on the porch
as the sunset bled
and you playfully leveled your semi-automatic handgun
right at my head
and then God, in another stroke of his genius
he opened up the floodgates
and the bulls came out
and the bulls came out
we heard the heavy hooves beating on the earth
as the moment came near
I felt the chamber of your pistol kissing my jaw
I felt your red lips brushing my ear
and then God, convincing if not transparent in his motives
he opened up the floodgates
but the rivers were dry, 'cause it was late august
and the bulls came out
and the bulls came out
<> Songs for Petronius (1992),
the doll song (outtake),
I had seven little dolls
in a bag
and I tell them my troubles
and the dolls say nag, nag, nag, nag